Mended-Hearts by Gordon M. E. & Gordon M. E

Author:Gordon, M. E. & Gordon, M. E.
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Black Opal Books
Published: 2017-03-01T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 19

It happened so fast--one moment I was hitting him, angry and crying, the next he spun me around, pushing me back against the door. The moment was intense, both of our emotions were on high, and the electricity radiating off of us was something I had been craving for weeks. His lips slammed down on mine, and it was like coming home. He lifted me up and shoved me up against the door. I gripped his shoulders and wrapped my legs around him.

He’d wiped the tears as they fell from my reddened eyes and told me it was going to be fine, that everything was going to be fine. He carried me to bed, the bed that we had shared for months. I tried to forget everything that had happened but, something had shifted. It had shifted so much so that when Spencer laid me down, he wouldn’t look into my eyes. Up until that night, he always looked into my eyes. His beautiful blue eyes refused to land on mine. He spent the time above me in the crook of my neck or kissing me. He’d close his eyes and appear to be lost in the moment, but I knew better. I knew that he only got lost in me. How could he do that if he wouldn’t even look at me?

“Spencer,” I called to him. I was trying to get his attention but he continued on, thrusting in me and kissing my neck. I pushed on the broad, thick shoulders that covered me and called his name again. “Spencer.”

Still nothing. He kept at it, only harder. His harsh grunts echoed in my ear as he pushed on.

“Please,” I whispered as I drove my hands through his hair. I thought that this might get him to move his head from my neck so I could see him. No such luck. His hand ran down my body and hitched behind my knee, lifting it to curl around his body. Still, he wouldn’t look at me. I called him again, “Spencer.”

His head shot up from my neck, his face was over mine, red and fierce looking. “What?” he clipped.

His lips trembled and, as my eyes drifted up to his, I caught a shimmer in the corners of his beautiful eyes. I tried to hold his face with my hands, but he snatched it away, crashing both our hands on the pillow to the side of us.

“Do you not want this?” he asked.

There were so many thoughts going through my head, but when he asked if I didn’t want him, I thought maybe I had fallen into some wormhole where up was down and yes was no.

He blinked harshly, making any trace of shimmer I thought I saw in his eyes vanish. I lay there beneath him, still feeling the way I always felt when I was around him, out of control and needing more.

The warmth of his body covering mine made me feel safe beneath him, and for a moment, I thought maybe I was imaging it all.

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